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A long title for my short post. I can remember when I was little boy most of the people used to ask me whom I love most? Mom or dad? I was confused then and even now. I love them more than anything in the word.

My dad get little time to spend with us. Sometime we don’t  have any talk in one of his busiest day. But he is so close to me that I learn, word is valueless in the world of emotion.



In the other hand my mom is also close to me. She is my best friend till now. I can share everything with her and she share everything with me. If I needed anything I asked her and then she passed  my demand to dad when possible.



I am so much grateful to them that if I bring the whole world under their feet then it won’t be enough to repay their love. LOVE YOU MOM. LOVE YOU DAD.

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Life @ home

Posted: August 10, 2013 in Diary

This is my daily routine when I come to hone for any vacation :

Woke up : I woke up at 11 to 11:30am in the morning.
Breakfast : have my breakfast at ~12pm.
Bath : between 2-3pm and then sometime have my lunch but most of the time have nothing and then sleep.
Evening : I woke up again at ~5pm and then watch some TV. After that at ~6pm I get ready for my daily  walkout.
Walkout : my daily walkout terget is ~6km. Most of the time I complete the walkout in satisfied. But some time for some unwanted issue I’ve to abort my daily walkout without reaching the goal.
Night : after finishing my daily walkout I get back to home at ~8:30pm. Then I took rest sometime watch TV lying on the bed and sometime just check Facebook and Twitter on my mobile.
Dinner : I have my dinner before 11pm.
Night walk : I love my night walk too. After having my dinner mostly at 11pm I get ready and go for a short walkout outside. I love this time because there is hardly anyone here and there in this time of the day. In the way back to home after the walkout I took a cup of tea and then come back to room quite sleepy.
Sleep : after coming back to home I straight go to bed and then start reading ebook. My favorite ebook reader is kindle (at the time I’m writing). And then between 2 to 3 am I fell asleep.

Sometime it’s a boring life back to home. But I love to be at home 🙂 .

Fever and Me!

Posted: October 12, 2011 in Diary

Fever is a common term for me. But I was getting ride of it before again I fall. I fall in front of my behavior. Can’t even express my decision boldly. This is only my fault.

When Sohan asked me to go with him, I can refuse him and do so. But after his words I said OK, I’ll go with you. Because He said it was very important. But who knows buying “belt” and sun-glass  is very important job for some people!

after failed with the choice with sun-glass and can’t find a shop form where he(Sohan) must had to bought the “Belt” (What a disgusting choice!), I had to wet in rain. I said him that if I continue like this I would fall on fever. He said no, You would not. So I said. OK, if I would fall on fever then You have to take the responsibility of buying medicine and seeing me regularly and Stayed with him.

But I had to understand most of the people forget what they said. Only called one time and asked about my condition and really where he is! He is going varsity, doing his everyday work and I’m lying in my bed…

But I’m saying again, It’s not his fault. He is my Best friend from Chittagong. It’s my fault. Provably I would do the same and may be did too with him.

So here is the summary::

Always take the decision, And follow it. Never let anyone change your Decision. Only You have regret about it later not anyone else!!

Day 1

Posted: September 10, 2011 in Diary

Don’t know why I’m writing this. May be I want to share my thoughts or may be I’m too afraid of everything. After watching “Antorjatra”, I asked myself, why? Why I’m so scared of everything. Why I’m here? Why I’m asking myself those questions after everything happened in my life? There is some questions that better left unanswered.

Today I understand how little I know about my father. Today I know that how much I love him. But I can’t understand , Why mom is always trying to hide My Dad’s past from me? Is there anything in his past that Mom afraid to tell me!

After Samyo’s visit, she asked me one question & it seems that she is afraid of something. Something about getting me involved with politics. She asked me indirectly, it means she was afraid of asking the question too. Why mom? Why are you too afraid of me?

As far I know Dad was involved with “Chatro Union” (Union of Student), a left-wing politics of Bangladesh. And that’s all! After and before, only blank. Mom was always protective with us. Don’t involved with any fighting, don’t involved with anything that is not right in the eyes of modern society (its not about right & wrong), never trust anyone etc. But I always failed. Never be the person she always wants. Its not because I am different its because she or my dad was never that kind of person.

There are so many question spinning in my head & I know that some question better left unanswered…

what make me social ?

Posted: June 9, 2011 in Diary

Most of my friends think that I’m unsocial. The reason behind this is quite straight. I barely communicate with my friends. So I’ve decided to communicate with them in weakly basic.

If think that this is madness, you are free to think anything about it. Nothing gonna change. This is me and gonna be me after all.

I’m gonna call 2 of my friends every week. Those 2 person may be same in every week or different. That is not in my priority list till now . but this process is quite problematic for me. Because I barely call anyone. So you can imagine that talking in mobile is quite difficult for me. Yep you are right. This process is started to give me some pain. Another problem is mobile balance. With 20TK in my balance I can pass a complete month. But now have to fill up my mobile balance once a week. Sometime twice a week.

With those problem in my pocket I already started the process. Now only god knows how far I can go. And off course you will know about it in time. I am looking forward for my success 🙂

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